Why is it I’m never satisfied with all that I have?  I always want something different. I get what I want, am happy with it for a  while then want something different.  I want it with someone else, in a different place or both.  But really everything I ever wanted is right in front of my face and I’ve already got it.  Why do I forget that?  I’ve got the most wonderful, loving husband ever. He works hard for me and our baby and even helps out with him when he gets home from work.  Don’t know of many other guys that would actually do that.  He loves and respects me and how I feel, is gentle and never hurtful and isn’t afriad that showing that he loves me will make people think he’s any less of a man.(like some guys I’ve met) He listens to me when I just need to talk. He truely and genuinly loves and cares about his family. I couldn’t have asked for a better husband to spend the rest of my life with.  No one could ask for anything else.  The only thing I’d change is I wish he didn’t have to be gone at work so much but we’re working on that.  He’s trying to think of something he can do from home that will make money.  So why do I still frivolously wonder what it’d be like with someone else?  It couldn’t be any better, it’d be worse because I’ve already got everything a girl could want and the best husband in the world.  Sometimes I have to remind myself of that.  Like I’ve said in some of my other posts, it’s easy to take the things and people in your life for granted.  My husband has given me the life I dreamed about when I was little, and I can’t wait to spend the rest of our lives together.