“Silent Screams”

11.23.04

I wish they’d stop screwin’ with my head, all the fake promises and lies I’ve been fed. All the blood that I have bled, I hope they know they’re the reason, they’re responsible for the blood that I have shed. At night I lay in my bed and all my fears creep back into my head, making me wish that i was dead.

So much wasted time that I can’t replace, tears of pain runnin’ down the side of my face. How did I ever end up in this place? I’m tired of living with so much fear, I’m tired of losing all that i hold dear. I wish there was someone to wipe away all these tears. I wish there was someone who could hear, hear my silent screams.

It seems like time is crawling, I wish you were here to catch me when I’m falling. I wish you could hear me when I call, because its you that I need most of all. I’m shaking in my skin, shaking. They just think that I’m faking, condemning me for all the mistakes that I’m making. Shaking in my skin, wondering how did all this ever begin?

So much wasted time that I can’t replace, tears of pain runnin’ down the side of my face. How did I ever end up in this place? I’m tired of living with so much fear, I’m tired of losing all that I hold dear. I wish there was someone to wipe away all these tears. I wish there was someone who could hear, hear my silent screams.

Everyday’s always the same, they play with my life like it’s just a game. It’s like they don’t even care, they don’t care how bad they’re screwing things up for me. How can’t they see? Can’t they see they’re only hurting me? Am I missing something or is this just how life is supposed to be?

So much wasted time that I can’t replace, tears of pain runnin’ down the side of my face. How did I ever end up in this place? I’m tired of living with so much fear, I’m tired of losing all that I hold dear. I wish there was someone to wipe away all these tears. I wish there was someone who could hear, hear my silent screams.

I’ve wasted so much time and it can’t be replaced. Tears of joy runnin’ down the side of my face. Run to you, and in your arms be embraced. Looking back at all the years that I’ve been chased, and it hurts that they can’t be erased, but there’s nothing they can do now to keep me in this place.

So much wasted time that I can’t replace, tears of pain runnin’ down the side of my face. How did I ever end up in this place? I’m tired of living with so much fear, I’m tired of losing all that I hold dear. I wish there was someone to wipe away all these tears. I wish there was someone who could hear, hear my silent screams.

Hear my silent screams.