“Unfair”

10.25.04

I finally talked to you, just like I needed to.

And now I can see, you’re still in love with me.

I’m sorry for being so blind, all the thoughts were mixed up in my mind.

I’m sorry for doing what I promised not to do, I’, sorry I hurt me, I’m sorry I hurt you.

I’ll try not to think those things anymore, all those thoughts I abhor.

All these years I’ve spent waiting, I’m so close now, I’d be a fool to give up now.

I wish it would hurry, all my memories of you are getting blurry.

I’m tired of waiting, everything is fading.

But I know the vest things in life are worth waiting for, so I’ll do my best to hold on a little more.

I hate having to say, “Goodbye” to you, I hate having to miss you.

All the lonely nights I’ve spent crying and scared, wishing for someone who cared.

I just want to be saved from this hell, surely there’s someone who can hear my cries for help.

I’m tired of feeling so alone, I wish someone would rescue me from this place they call “home.”

I’m so sick of being here, trapped living in fear, I wish I could just disappear.

Everyone else gets to go out and fall in love, but that’s what they think I need to “protected” of.

I wish I could be there, this just doesn’t seem fair.