“Alone”

10.23.04

Seems like everything is going wrong, why does time have to take so long? I’m dying to live in a world I belong.

But lately you haven’t been the same, some of the things you say are driving me insane.

But now that I think about it, maybe I’m the reason for this pain, maybe I’m the one to blame.

How do I know if this love that I feel is really real?

I don’t know if I should hold on to you, I just don’t know what to do.

Everyone tells me I’m not your only one, that you have me just for fun.

I don’t want to believe that it’s true, so I keep making up excuses for you.

I’m trying to make things work with all my might, but something doesn’t seem quite right.

Scared and alone, crying these tears that can’t condone.

I’m tired of being here, I’m tired of living in fear.