“Misunderstood”

2.7.04

There’s something wrong with me, there’s got to be.

Crying day and night, I don’t think I can stand another fight.

I feel worthless, I feel little. I’m tired of being stuck in the middle.

I’ve got nothing left to give, don’t know why I even live.

I’m hanging on with all my might, but my mind just isn’t working right.

So many thoughts runnin’ through my head, makin’ me wish I was dead.

I’m restless and scared, only wish I has someone that cared.

Drowning in my tears, fighting with my fears.

Gasping for air, this just doesn’t seem hardly fair.

There’s voices that I hear, like someone’s whispering in my ear.

I’m sinking fast, I think this breath could be my last.

I don’t feel any pain as my blood begins to drain.

As it hits the ground, my heart beings to pound.

Helpless and alone, no support or comfort I am shown.

The night won’t seem to end, there’s so many wounds that time cannot mend.

I wish I had someone to talk to, I don’t know what else to do.

I have dreams that my blood is spilling, I wake up and I’m still willing.

I’ve done all that I could, but I still feel misunderstood.