“Please Understand”

1.17.04

I didn’t do this to dis you, I really do truly miss you.

They say I don’t know how to love, that I should look to things above.

I won’t ever give up on you, our love they cannot sever.

They say I am not ready for a love this strong and steady.

They say I can’t commit, but from my mind, you I can’t omit.

I’m at their command, I must do what they say at every wave of their hand.

With you I don’t know how I will commune, and to this I don’t think I will immune.

They don’t know what I’m feeling, seems as if my wounds are never healing.

In this I don’t have a choice, I only wish I could hear your voice.

With one little fumble, my whole world begins to crumble.

There will come a day when we will finally have our way.

And when all is said and done, our new lives will have only just begun.

I wish you were right here to wipe away every single tear.

I would give anything for you, even if it meant my right to live.

I love you with all my heart, and from that I will never part.

This pain inside I cannot bear, I don’t know how to show you how much I care.

They say I’m not allowed to date, so I only hope you’ll wait.

I hope you still love me, because my love for you will always be.

Please hang on tight, I think that everything will be alright.

I see you in my dreams, but when I wake up and you’re not there, something inside me screams.

It might be awhile, but I can’t wait until I finally get to see you smile.

I think about you everyday, and always in that same special way.

Please understand, I love you